GBGM - Ghazali Buhari is a Good Man (Guzz V3.0)

It's like a dream, sitting here again, in a office, with a laptop, with same company (more or less) I left before. Surreal.

6 years passed since. SO MANY things happened to me that I wouldn't even know where and how I will explain. But I am glad what life thought me. Ups and downs, joy and sorrow, health and sickness, all that you only learn through experience. What I am gonna do now is put all my negativity behind me, and look forward and appreciate what I got rather than chasing waterfall.

I am grateful to God, despite everything, sill love me for who I am and being blessed daily with this life. And people around me who accept me for who I am. I feel blessed.

This is me now, all new Guzz, same ole guy you knew before, only that he is wiser now. Guzz V3.0.

It has been since I've written anything, words don't flow smoothly as it used to be. But I'm getting there.

I am ranting, I should stop.

A TRAGEDY

A BROKEN MAN
A BROKEN HEART

Nothingness

Nothingness....
Finally it all come down to this. This moment of realization. Why i need t o do something so terrible before realizing this?
Why I wait for the worse thing to happen to make a change that should have been made long ago when not much damage is done?

Why I am like this? I am not like this.. I am good person. Brought up with good value.
If something so terrible make you make become a worse possible person you can image? then I must get myself out of this situation I am trapped in. IT ABSOLUTELY DOING NO GOOD TO ANYONE!

Not Again!

It's happening again. last time it happened I made a huge change in my career just like that. I really don't know what gonna happen now. Its scary.

The feeling that you are really not attached to reality. I feel like an outsider looking in my life...again.
Damn...
How often it suppose to happen anyway, is there rule?

Its like a tsunami of emotions flooded into me. Overwhelming and I can't handle this emotions anymore. My mood's haywire. I am happy, sad, depressed, calm, lost, focused, overjoyed all at the same time.

Maybe this is how crazy person feels all the time. That would make it so much more easier, if I got diagnosed as clinically mentally unstable. I wish.

But changes coming. For sure. What I am gonna do when it come? What will I choose? Am I selfish? or too selfless? Will I make the right decision?

Change is coming my way and I am gonna welcome it with open arms.

I need to start blogging..........

I need to start blogging..........

Most of all because I missed typing. Since I left my desk job, the longest sentence I every type is some status updates in FB.

And It has been a year, for things happening in my life, I have already skipped few thousands entries I guess.

Anyway, I just wanna start blogging as though nothing happened between my gaps between blog.

See ya people!

p/s: Does anyone bother opening my blog anymore, I know I don't!

Opening real soon!

It has been crazy couple of week,  I mean it was CRAZY and demanding emotionally and physically.
And now everything seems to fall into places.
I am just too tired to write anything else.

Opening Soon!

People of Puncak Alam!

Be prepared to make some serious commitment to your FITNESS!!!