Don't be such a QUEEN dude!

I meet all kind of people in the gym I go to. Most of them just mind their own business and go there for mainly......working out. Well that the way it suppose to be. You don't go to gym to socialize or chat (hmm maybe except for girls... they really can chat ANYWHERE...even on a treadmill running at quite high speed......... a rather quite gym with 100s of guys suddenly will be noisy after 2 girls join in).

Usually I don't trash people on my blog. But this guy is pushing my limit!

You see... there is this one guy who works out in the same gym with me. I got to tell you, this guy thinks that he is a gift to all womankind. How I know this? Well I haven't seen any guy spend like 30min-1 hour walking in their underwear in locker room, and this guy practically does that and he spend hours admiring himself in the mirror. It makes me wanna puke. It is ok if you trying to flex your muscle for few min infront of the mirror to give you the satisfaction of your workout...it does help I must admit. But this guy, just a bit too much and I must say that other guys in the gym feel the same way towards this guy.
Am I jealous? Please............ let me tell you, his body is not that great, he is not 'cut' and there is still flabs and if I were him I'll be doing more cardio to burn those excess fat than doing weight training, and I got this funny thing that I must share...... I heard Mr I-am-so-hot-everybody-look-at-me talking to on of his 'victim',

Victim: You have tone up a little, why don't you do more cardio....you know.... to look more 'ripped'?
Mr I-am-so-hot-everybody-look-at-me: Oh no... I can't do that, If I do cardio, I'll loose all my muscle..... my body is weird... I loose fat even when I am sleeping...I can't do cardio!

What a bull crap, buddy, if you loose fat while you sleeping....how you explain the flab in your abdomen!!!!

Things can't get worse?!!!
You are wrong. I found that the Mr I-am-so-hot-everybody-look-at-me is working in a same company with me and he just moved on to my floor! I was so taken back..... What this ass**** doing here I was thinking.
Anyway to not be rude, I just give him a respectfully node and simple smile to acknowledge him.....since we have met many time in gym, But what Mr I-am-so-hot-everybody-look-at-me did? He completely walk pass thorough me as though I wasn't there!!!! What a jackass!
On another occasion that really pisses me off is that, I went to collect my printings at the printer. The printer was down for 2 days, but since the status of the documents I was printing was "printing" I went to collect my printings anyway.
Guess who I saw there. There he was, Mr I-am-so-hot-everybody-look-at-me aka Mr I-know-everything-and-I-can-fix-anything was there...Meddling something with the printer.
"Is the printer working now?" I asked him politely...... He just looked at me gave a blank stare, mumbled something and continue with his handy-work.
I felt like really punch him on that spot!!! What an asshole!

The sad part is I have walk pass his cubicle everyday to go to my cubicle. What a torture!!! I have to see the Mr I-am-so-hot-everybody-look-at-me disgusting face everytime.
I am going to ignore him from today onwards, surely someday he will be needing my favor or my team's favor....then see what his fate will be like!!!!

Music of my life...........

If I am only dedicated to blogging, I it will be full of my random thoughts. It just too much going on in my head that I want to write down, kinda reminder to myself on my thoughts on certain things. But by the time I logged in to the blog I wonder where all this ideas fly away.

I am determined today that I will write something.

The way I am feeling at the one particular moment always been influenced by the songs I am currently listening or a really really old song that suddenly playing in my head out of blue and and my mood suddenly changed.......... according to song that is playing at the back of my head (it is like background application that launches in Windows without nobody starting it..... like a spyware!)

My life has been greatly influence by music. I don't have a particular artist that I adore and admire (well ..... actually I have). But the point is I listen to anything that I find interesting, I am not bounded by the artist or the language.

Listening to an old song really will bring you back old memories...... I guess that happen to everyone. But for me, I can feel what was my mental and emotional state at that particular moment of my life and I will be reliving it all over again. Not only that, there are certain song when I am listening, I can remember exactly where I heard it first, where I was driving at that moment and so on..........

It drives me crazy most of the time, it is like a curse, like now.... I am listening to these old songs from 80s and I feel really disturbed. This is what my parents used to listen and I am feeling so sad and disturbed emotionally. I feel like life just rushed past me leaving waaaayyyy back all alone. So much things hopped so fast. It is true what people say.............. Our life span here is just a blink of eye.

But then again........ there are song that really bring joy to me no matter what I am feeling at the moment. I like these songs. But I really can't reveal those songs here ( as though anybody bother to know!!!!) it is like my secret, some more I think people will think that I am weird judging on my music preference.

INSIDE I WAS A CHILD

THAT COULD NOT MEND A BROKEN WING

OUTSIDE I LOOKED FOR A WAY

TO TEACH MY HEART TO SING

RUNNING

Run
Running all the time
Running to the future
with you right by my side

Me
I’m the one you chose
out of all the people
you wanted me the most
I’m so sorry that I’ve fallen
help me up, lets keep on running
don’t let me fall out of love

Running, running
as fast as we can
I really hope you make it
(do you think we'll make it?)
we're running
keep holding my hand
it's so we don't get separated

Be
be the one I need
be the one I trust most
don’t stop inspiring me
sometimes it's hard to keep on running
we work so much to keep it going
don’t make me want to give up