Don't look back...

I am sitting down here on my night shift drafting my resignation email... again.
It has only been 9 months I have been here. I like it here, normal office politics as anywhere else, work is alright, I would say its OK.

But I got a better opportunity. I need to think about future, the family, with baby on the way, I should be able to provide for them.

And with this new job, I don't have to do shift, except rotated weekend on-calls among team members, I am ok with that.

I am cracking my head now, how the hell I am gonna break this news to my boss, I feel so divided, even though I have pretty much made up my mind.

I feel guilty as hell to resign from this company, my team mates has been wonderful, they have trained me great deal. But I have to look forward........

I believe all this happening for a reason, we have to make certain sacrifice in life to move forward.

Kereta oh kereta...

Petang tadi dengan confidentnye aku start kereta, konon nak gi jumpa dentist, sebab sakit gigi.

Enjin tak start, semput.... bateri flat. Aku terlupa nak off lampu dalam kereta tu. So obviously bateri flat ler.

Berikut belanja kereta aku untuk bulan in sahaja.

• Air Cond rosak, terpaksa ganti compressor (recon unit jer tu)
• Empat-empat tayar botak, memang boleh terasa kereta drift semacam waktu hujan, so terpaksa tukar empat empat.
• Buat alignment lagi tu.
• Service kereta.
• And sekarang, tukar bateri baru.
• Mekanik cakap (lepas tukar bateri) keret aku kene tukar mounting, sebab vibration kuat.
  

Memang istilah 'kering' untuk bulan ni is an understatement.

Sejak aku habis bayar kereta ni, aku perasa kereta aku ni bertambah manja, macam longing for more attention from me... why.....................

Wahai kereta, jangan le buat hal, aku takkan jual ko lagi, please serve me for at least another 5 year ok? Deal?

There is a bun in the oven !!!

Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah Ya Rabbil Alamin...

WE ARE PREGNANT!!!

There are no words can describe my feeling, I feel truly blessed. I feel it is almost like a miracle.
Thanks for all who have prayed hard for me and my wife.

Never in my life I was so happy to see two tiny red lines appearing on a piece of paper. That almost drove me to tears, that was the big news I was talking about in this post. Wanted to wait for while before posting this entry.

Quite frankly, I have been dreaming about this and how would I write this entry. Now that I am writing it, the words does not seem to flow naturally. I am trembling... of Joy.

I have been hoping for so long for this, now that it really happened, I really need to reassure myself that this isn't just a dream (believe me, I had plenty of such dream that I wouldn't want to wake up). But now slowly I have had accepted it, gladly that is, I have beginning to digest this news and start making necessary preparation.

And I never loved my wife this much in my whole life...!!! I love you dear!!! (Muahhhh Muahhhh big kiss for you) Ok ok.... I know, you guys are getting sick of this Public (or rather, virtual) Display of Affection, but I don't care! :)

Obviously there going to be lot I need to write about.... more coming soon...

Life is weird. (in a good way)

Life is weird.

Sometimes opportunities just come knocking at your door when you least expected!
And sometimes try as you might, you just could not find that big break you looking for your entire life!


I feel truly happy and blessed with this opportunity. Is this the big break I have been waiting for my entire life?

Anything happened and that will happen is in God's hand.

Allah indeed is a great planner.

My first Lotus

Err..... well not mine, my wife's, so in a way it is mine also la kan.

We need a second car, my shift is so weird and ever-changing, making it impossible for me to send and fetch my wife everyday. We got the Apple-Green, because it look cute, just like my wife. He he.

Since wife is working in Proton, we got a staff price. This car is cool, I like the AMT function, we can choose either manual or auto function while driving.

Sawi vs Savvy

Quiz: Spot 5 differences between the pictures above (hint:look carefully)

Tidings............

I woke up this morning,
I woke up this morning with a news
A news that has the power,
The power to change,
Then I knew,
I knew that my life would never be the same again.