Hello baby!

It just dawned on me that there is really a baby inside my wife's womb!

I am speechless!

All the scan before this we could only see the heart beat, but now after 12 weeks,we could actually see the baby, head, hands, Umbilical cord and legs, and and the baby is moving comfortably inside the amniotic sac. I can see the baby moving the hands (it was on his (his?!!!!) face that time, and the doctor said, if we are lucky we can even see the baby opening the mouth. And we heard the baby's heart beat as well!

"Amazing isn't it, it is like an alien inside you", the doctor said, what an analogy!

I have seen this like thousand of time on tv, I didn't felt a thing, but seeing it live and knowing it is my own baby, well, just mind blowing! I can't describe it, it is miracle. It's hard to explain, but for those who been through this, it will make sense.

Gasp....gasp ....gasp....It is miracle!

Will post the picture once I scan it.

Penat Oooi..........

Me: Dear I hope you don't get used to this....
Wife: Used to what?
Me: Me doing EVERYTHING in the house.
Wife: Habis tu?
Me: Only up to delivery and pantang/
Wife: Dah agak dah, :(

Toughest Career Decision

I have decided to retract my resignation. I have no idea I am valued so much here. They counter offered me, gave me promotion, pay rise, no weird shifts and so on. So they is no reason for me to leave.... sounds simple.

But, in fact, I have been cracking my head if really to take this counter offer or not, maybe I was over thinking it, sometime I am certain, most of the time I am clueless. After consulting with family and friends, I have decided to stay.

I do feel bad for the new company, the TL sounds so disappointed when I told him I will not be joining them, he said he had lay out work for me already. But I have to do what need to be done. Tough choice, and I am sticking with it.