Liberated

It is strange.

I am not sure what I am feeling now. Happy, confused? I feel heavy burden have been lifted off my shoulder.

World seem bearable now. I feel I can face this, whatever coming my way. and I wonder why I waited this long for this?

Yes, I feel liberated.

The truth!

You were sitting down, relaxing , and suddenly out of nowhere, someone appear and give you one hard slap on you face. How that would feel?

Thats how I feel when suddenly I realize the truth of the matter.

It always appear when we least expected it and we have to accept the reality of life.

People say you will grow up gradually, but no, life sometimes forced it on us, that we have to grow up and take control whether we are ready or not.

I had enough of this, I am not gonna live like this. I want to be in control.