Not Again!

It's happening again. last time it happened I made a huge change in my career just like that. I really don't know what gonna happen now. Its scary.

The feeling that you are really not attached to reality. I feel like an outsider looking in my life...again.
Damn...
How often it suppose to happen anyway, is there rule?

Its like a tsunami of emotions flooded into me. Overwhelming and I can't handle this emotions anymore. My mood's haywire. I am happy, sad, depressed, calm, lost, focused, overjoyed all at the same time.

Maybe this is how crazy person feels all the time. That would make it so much more easier, if I got diagnosed as clinically mentally unstable. I wish.

But changes coming. For sure. What I am gonna do when it come? What will I choose? Am I selfish? or too selfless? Will I make the right decision?

Change is coming my way and I am gonna welcome it with open arms.

I need to start blogging..........

I need to start blogging..........

Most of all because I missed typing. Since I left my desk job, the longest sentence I every type is some status updates in FB.

And It has been a year, for things happening in my life, I have already skipped few thousands entries I guess.

Anyway, I just wanna start blogging as though nothing happened between my gaps between blog.

See ya people!

p/s: Does anyone bother opening my blog anymore, I know I don't!