A lot going through my mind. A lot of 'what if' questions. And then I'll start fantasizing that 'if' I have done that my life would have been like this or 'if' I can have this I could do that, and so on.
Sometimes I fantasize so detailed, that I actually felt the satisfaction of living that fantasy life. In the fact that I have an abundant time to do so doesn't help me with my problem.
Am I 'Mat Jenin', who lost out opportunity in life, while dreaming of the future that might or might not materialize?
Where is the 'big break' that everybody's talking about?
Ntah le.. Tension....
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