Selamat Hari Raya AidilFitri 2005

Raya is next thursday, but I don't think I'll be blogging after this, and I guess it is not too early to wish any way.
I rarely blog nowadays, it is not that I do not have the time, it is just too many thing in my mind right now.
I am not the person who worry about money usually, since I am not a big spender, and I don't have expensive taste in anything. I cares very less about my preveious evaluation in my ex-company, is didn't matter, ada ker takder ker increment, did not mean much back then.

But now.......man........ I am suffocating. I need money! So much to do for the house. Of course my father and parents in law hepled, but I can't count on them entirely!

Headache thinking about money! Raya pun ala kadar jer, my anak buah's duit raya this year will be cut to maybe RM10 only I guess.

Maybe next year I would beb able to give them more...........

I have no mood to write anything anymore..........


Selamat Hari Raya............... Maaf Zahir Batin.

Sigh......................

It is my second day of normal shift and I am already wondering whether I made the right decision. The work load is just so and so, but the responsibility seems to be too heavy.
I used to have these kinda responsibilities, in my previous job, and it is nothing new now, but it seems that really enjoyed the shift work. Of course there will tonnes and tonnes of tickets coming in any given day, but you finished your day....and you finished with it. You don't have to worry about it.
Is this position any different?
I don't want to be depsressed about work, I don't want to be THAT person again.
It is clear, work is just work, nothing more, it does not define the person you are, no matter what your position is.
We are what we do. I worked for money, simple as that, forget about job satisfaction, do your job, get you pay and enjoy your life.
What happening to me? I am talking as though I end up with the worse job, this is still heaven compared to my last job...
Well..... think positively, I just got promoted, be happy for that now, maybe things seems to be overwhelming right now, for God's sake, it is only been my second day! Cheer up.......
Maybe I wont feel the same after few more weeks.
Help me God!

Anyway......Ramadzan al Mubarak to all!!!

Surprising Hits.........

I noticed recently that my blogs has been getting a lot of hits, since I have installed the 'netmeter' I could check the reffereing website to my blog, these are my findings,

Listed below are the few keywords, that if you searched in yahoo (or other search engine), my blog would be included in the search result, which is quite weird though, anyway I am happy that my blog getting alot of hits, hopefully those who are unfortunate to be redirected to my blog, will spend few min reading and leaving some comments. (and could find what they are looking for and find my entries beneficial)

1. contoh surat rayuan - (the most hits are from these keywords..wow I am so proud hahah)
2. majlis daerah bentong
3. anakin - (if you searched the image in google)
4. what do you know about the nephews of victoria gotti - (this is so weird !!!!)
5. desparate hosewives - (if you searched the blogspot)
6. gov.my
7. majlis Daerah Bentong Pahang Darul Makmur
8. polis saman.my
9. Casa Impian
10. Anjung Seri