Valid Questions?

While driving to work this morning I was wondering.

I am driving this car. I have full control of this car, I can stop the car anytime I want, I can just turn the steering and change my destination. The car will obey me. I am the master of my car. If I maintain the car well, it will last long and serves every one of biddings. And yes, I have full control of it.

But if my life is the car, who is sitting on the driver seat? Who is driving my life? Is it me on the driving seat? Am I 'driving' my life. Taking the full control 0f my destiny?

For some, the answer to these questions might be obvious, but not for me. I am not sitting on that driver seat. I feel out of control. I feel I am just a dry leaf on a stream. Drifting with the flow of the water. I feel I have no control of my destination. I couldn't even do 'maintenance' of my life to ensure that it will run smoothly, and some time I even feel it is not even my car! Am I not in even in my car?! no wonder there is different driver sitting on the driver seat!

I am confuse! I thought with age comes wisdom, but I seems to more clueless now. My vision is blurred, I have no aim. I feel my life is pretty fucked up. Sometimes I just shut off my brain, my thoughts, just living the life for its very moment, not to think of future or the past, stop over-thinking everything, and I always failed.

I know I must be my own driver, I ought to be sitting on that driver seat and on the driver seat on MY OWN car.

What should I do, where do I start?

Email sedih di pagi Isnin

Hancur berderai harapan aku nak gi US.



From: Boss kat US
Sent: Friday, October 27, 2006 4:09 AM
To: Guzz
Subject: US training

Guzz,

I spoke with management and was told that offshore employees will not be sent to US for training.

Thanks.
Boss kat US

DON

This is the third time I am watching Hindi movie in Cinema, 1st on was Hum Aapne Ee Kon (wrong spelling), I was accompanying my sisters for this 4 hour movie, 2nd was Rain Coat, my choice, just because Aishwarya in it and got all the cursing in the world from wife because it was not an ordinary song and dance Bollywood flick. And the latest was DON.

Wow! This movie is GOOD! Action packed, and was not a love story (thank God!)
Shoot entirely in Malaysia..... Can see few Malaysian actors showing their 'talent' as movie prop, Shahrudin Thambi as mute police inspector ( I think since he has nothing much to say) and Shamseer Sidhu as Don's gang member (why his name keep on appearing in my blog?).

I have to say that they have portrayed Malaysia as a well developed country, but all the scenes seem to be revolving around Petronas Twin Tower. A lot of Proton cars were smashed (proton is one of the sponsor).

The story has a twist in twist. I don't want to elaborate, it will spoil the surprise. Priyanka Chopra was really hot and her acting was good. Even I hate SRK, have to admit that he had played the character rather well.

I recommend this movie to patriotic Malaysians who want to see how Malaysia is portrayed in Bollywood flick.

I always wonder, outsiders can always manage to make full use of Malaysian scenery in filming, while Malaysia director always end up shooting crappy scenes.

Pelita raya di rumah baru aku

Aku ni memang rajin pasang pelita masa nak raya. Kira banyak gak ler perabis duit beli minyak api, pelita and lampu kelip2 tu.
Kalau selama ni rumah parents and parents in law jadi 'mangsa' aku, sekarang rumah sendiri jadi mangsa.

Pokok buloh yang aku tanam hari tu jadi mangsa terbaru, lepas pasang rasa teramat ler cantiknye pokok buluh tu (pada pendapat aku ler).

Since handphone aku resolutionnyer rendah, gambar ni tak seberapa clear.

Kalau sesapa nak kusutkan fikiran aku kata ini budaya hindu, bukan ajaran Islam, I don't give a damn. Aku pasang pelita and lampu tu sebab nak memeriahkan suasana hari raya dan bende tu memang nampak festive, takder niat lain selain tu. Please stop complicating my already complicated life.

Pre Raya entry.

I am so excited! and it is an understatement! Feel like a small kid waiting for raya. Been listening to raya song whole day in the office. It really get me into raya mood, and there are few songs that makes me wanna cry, I always wonder why Raya song make me feel so sad and happy at the same time?

Go here to download Raya songs and other retro malay songs!

p/s: Suara Takbir nyayian Datin Siti memang best, mungkinkah aku akan jadi peminat dia lepas ni?

Confession of a Supposed Former Caffeine Junkie

The one thing I missed most during Ramadan would be Coffee or more precisely caffeine, the elixir of life, fuel for my productivity, pure liquid gold, ahhh the drop of heaven in my mug on my office desk.

Coffee ohhh coffee.... How much I miss thou!

I can take the hunger, the thirst and even the unnatural bowel movement during Ramadan, and off course I love Ramadan, I can feel my body cleansing itself and also detoxifying. But I need my daily dosage of caffeine every morning! I am feeling like am a Zombie!

Being being a caffeine junkie I am, I am missing that little push to perk up my mornings and the rest of my days.

Oh God, give me strength to go through 2 more weeks without coffee..

I hate shopping

I hate shopping and it is an understatement! I loathe it! And it is a Raya shopping on a fasting month, you might as well double or tripple the hatrate! That pretty much sum up my experience yesterday. Masjid India and SOGO was so packed due to public holiday in Selangor, the road was jammed, there we no parking and I was damn cranky! (I am always when I am hungry or tired).

Spent about 2 hour in Jalan Masjid India, bought most of the stuffs. With both of hour hands full of shopping bags, then we moved on to SOGO. The crowd there was unbearable! It is like they were on steroids! The queue at the counter was scary, if you grabbed just one or two RM10 item, it is not worth it to queue that long!

My wife has all the patience and passion when it comes to shopping. She would spend endless hour choosing very item inspecting every single details, but even she lost her mood to shop yesterday. After spending about 2 hour in SOGO, we left the building just with a plastic bag filled with a pair of shoe!

Wife hinted that we might need to go shopping again since she was unbale to get few things. I had a sleepless night last night thinking about it.

And found the following in my inbox this morning, but is was bit too late, maybe I can use this for next year.......

Chau....

TIPS MENEMANI ISTERI BERSHOPPING SEMPENA HARI RAYA

Makhluk di atas bumi ini yang paling seronok membeli-belah ialah PEREMPUAN. Bagi orang lelaki, ia adalah satu kewajipan. Tetapi orang perempuan, ia adalah hobi, melegakan tekanan jiwa, meredakan gundah gulana dan menghiburkan hati sanubari.

Orang perempuan kalau membeli kerosang mungkin mengambil masa 30 minit - 1 jam untuk membuat keputusan membelinya. Dalam fikiran mereka tercatat pelbagai maklumat yang dirujuk sebelum membuat keputusan seperti.. sesuai tak dengan kebarung yang di baru beli tu... . match tak dengan warna tudung ... ada tak sesiapa sepejabat yang telah pakai corak pin ini ... . harga yang ni sama tak dengan yang terdapat di kedai sebelah ... kalau pakai ni nampak pelik tak ... . macam-macam seribu satu macam.

Lain sangat dengan orang lelaki. Contohnya membeli butang baju melayu. Itu pun kerana terlanggar semasa nak ke masjid, terus menanyakan harga... dan terus bayar. Tak sampai 2 minit. Langsung tidak terfikir sesuai tak dengan warna baju dan sebagainya. Ada lelaki tu pergi solat raya dengan memakai baju warna biru.. tetapi warna butangnya ada warna merah, emas dan ada yang dah terkeluar batu warna.. itupun biasa aje terus pakai... asalkan ada butang sudaaaah laa. Itu orang lelaki. Kalau isterinya nampak , pasti perang sakan di pagi rayasebab suami pakai butang tak matching dengan baju... kata dia, "Nanti orang kata apa laah isterinya tak pandai nak mendandan suami".. malu dia.

Oleh itu, eloklah suami menggunakan tips ini. Paling kurang, tidaklah terlepas pahala puasa kita kerana asyik geram marah padanya semasa shopping tu.

1. Niatkan untuk menghiburkan dia semasa shopping. Jika dia terhibur,
barang yang dia akan beli lebih "masak" proses dia membuat keputusan.
Jika niat ini benar-benar dari hati kita, ia terpancar ke muka kita
walau pun ada seketika timbul perasan menyampah.. tetapi kuasa niat
tadi mampu untuk melenyapkan muka bosan itu nanti. Teruskan niat ini disepanjang sesi shopping ini bahawa "sebagai suami, aku ingin
menghiburkannya kerana Allah Taala".

2. Kosongkan aktiviti kita pada hari itu melainkan semata-mata untuk
bersamanya. Jangan ada sekali-kali temujanji dengan sesiapa selepas
shopping. Kerana, waktu "kecederaan" yang diambil oleh isteri ini,
biasanya, melebihi 20-50% dari yang dijanjikan. Yang dibimbangkan
nanti ialah orang yang dijanji telah menunggu tetapi isteri masih
beraturberbaris di kaunter bayaran.. Akhirnya kemanisan yang dikecapi
selama 4 tadi tercemar dengan kelewatan isteri 4 minit.

3. Alangkah romantisnya kalau suami tidak membawa handsetnya bersama. Terhindar dari gangguan.

4. Semasa berkereta atas dalam perjalanan ke komplek membeli
belah.. eloklah tanyakan kepada isteri ... apa barang yang ingin beli,
apa kriteria, apa jenis, apa alternatif yang boleh dia terima jika
kehendak pertama tidak ditemui.. julat harga yang dijangkakan..
(jangan terkejut d ia akan keluar berjela senarai perbandingan harga
bagi satu jenis barang.. termasuk jenis barang yang sama yang
terdapat di England sekali).. Ini akan menyebabkan isteri itu lebih
bersedia dan lebih melonjak keseronokannya.

5. Tiba di kedai tu.. buat-buatlah sibuk tunduk bongkok mencari barang
yang dia cari. Jangan berdiri tercegat di pintu kedai atau tinggalkan
dia sendirian sambil kita pula merayau kedai lain.

6. Kalau dia meminta "second opinion" dengan kata-katanya, "Abang, cantik tak
kain ni untuk saya"... ? berilah pandangan dengan kata-kata, "Pada
pandangan abang ... .." Jangan terus kata, "OK" .. Lawa.. kemudian
senyap.

7. Kalau dia minta pandangan mengenai sesuatu barang yang dia nak
beli, jangan terus membelek tanda harga. Ini mengecewakannya. Berilah
dulu pandangan kita dari sudut nilai astetiknya. Sebab faktor harga
adalah penilaian terakhir bari mereka. Mereka sanggup berbelanja
lebih jika barangan it u memenuhi keperluan dan kehendak mereka.

8. Mata tu jangan terlampau sangat menjeling wanita-wanita lain yang
sedang shopping. Dia nampak tau. Tapi kita dibolehkan mengusik
jurujual wanita-wanita tu dengan alasan untuk membantunya mendapatkan barangan kehendaknya.

9. Bila tiba dirumah, tolonglah dia sekejap membuka barangan yang
telah dibeli tadi. pasti dia akan mencuba sekali lagi. Pujilah dia
kerana bijak memilih barangan itu.

10 PERHATIAN: sebelum isteri kita mencuba pakaian luar atau dalam di
tempat mencuba pakaian yang terdapat di kedai-kedai itu, kita
hendaklah masuk dahulu dan periksa semua bahagian di bilik kecik itu
agar bebas dari WIRELESS CAMERA. Kita bimbang ada orang merakam dan menyebar ke dalam internet. Malu dia dan kita.

Selamat mencuba dan semoga anda menjadi suami yang romantis di lorong-lorong komplek membeli belah.

Percaya lah, jika tips ini anda amalkan, dia akan dengan senyap
membeli hadiah untuk anda tanda CINTAnya kepada anda. Dan dengan rasa megah menceritakan kepada kawan2nya, "baju ni hubby i yang pilih"

Malaysia yang indah........

Aku memang akan hangin kalau aku dengar orang cakap kat Malaysia ni takder musim.

Sapa kata, kita takder musim, kalau kat Eropoh tu ada musim Panas, Sejuk, Bunga dan luruh, kat Malaysia pun kita ada empat musim yang indah!

Musim Hujan
Musim ni bergantung pada kedudukan geografi, pantai timur or pantai laut. Signifikasi musim ni pada kita ni ialah, kita tak boleh nak bercuti di kawasan pulau or tepi laut, sebab angin taufan kuat sangat.. Jarang banjir pada musim ni.

Musim Banjir Kilat
Berlainan sikit ngan musim hujan, musim banjir ni tetiba terjadi. Pada musim ini Kerajaan tempatan dan kerajaan negeri akan menuding jari satu sama lain, tak nak mengaku salah.

Musim Panas
Musim ni, musim panas le. Tetiba je tak hujan 2-3 bulan. Hujan pun sekejap sekejap jer. Pada masa ni Aiman dan kawan dia Arif tu biasanye main PS2 jer dalam rumah, sebab panas kat luar tu.

Musim Jerebu
Musim ni bergantung pada bila Pemilik Estate kat Sumatera nak bakar hutan untuk aktiviti pertanian mereka. Biasanye pada musim ni, rakyat Malaysia akan digalakkan buat aktiviti indoor sahaja, ala ala winter kat Europe tu. Pada musim ni jugak penjual mask mengaut keuntungan lumayan.


p/s: more stupid entries to come. bulan posa ni minda tak cergas le.....

Aiman tak kisah..........

Aku memang dah takder ide nak blog apa dah. Tak macam si Panjang tu, internet line down pun boleh dijadikan satu entry! keh keh...

Tengok blog aku dah macam terbengkalai sejak puasa start ni, rasa bersalah teramat sangat.

Anyway, nak dijadikan citer, aku rasa kalau sesapa selalu dengar Sinar FM, Mesti dah tau pasal iklan "Aiman tak kisah ni".

Message yang nak disampaikan memang le murni, tapi caranye tak logik. Budak 3-4 tahun, tau ke apa maksud HIV+ tu. Memangle Aiman tak kisah langsung, dia budak kecik lagi, kalau suruh main dengan orang yang kena bird flu pun, sure Aiman tak kisah, peduli apa Aiman, asalkan ada member nak bermain.

So just sebab budak kecik, sekecik Aiman tak kisah bermain dengan kawan dia yang HIV+ yang bernama Arif tu, kita ynag dewasa pun kena ikut sama? Itukah mesej yang cuba disampaikan? Kalau camtu, kita tengok bebudak kecik, main tengah jalan, main dalam longkang, kekadang buat perangai yang tak senonoh kat public places (cam iklan "Yed Dear" tu or kat entry ni), kita yang dewasa boleh buat macam Aiman?

Aku rasa banyak lagi cara yang lebik elok dan creative message untuk menghalang deskriminasi terhadap penghidap HIV+ boleh disampaikan. Harap harap, they will come up with better idea.

Ahh lantak le, Aiman tak kisah!

MyDin

Sabtu hari tu, aku and wife gi MyDin yang baru bukak kat USJ tu, (betul-betul sebelah Giant). Memang crowded sangat tempat tu jadinya. Giant, yang dah sedia ada parking space yang banyak, siap letak sign board, kalau shopping kat Giant, free parking, kalau shopping kat tempat lain kena bayar RM10. Maiden pun satu, buat bangunan besar-sebar, tapi buat parking basement satu level jer. So terpaksa aku memarking kereta jauh-jauh dekat kawasan kedai/rumah tu.

Dari luar, memang bangunan MyDin Mall ni memang cantik, masuk dalam pun lagi cantik! Ada banyak stall2 kat luar yang jual kain baju, dia buat macam stail baazar. Pastu ada food court dan sebagainye. Standard le, sama ngan hypermarket lain.

Masuk dalam jer, ada pekerja dia sambut masuk, dan kat dalam tu memang ramai perkerja dia, nak mintak tolong ap-apa senang jer. Kalau dah habis shopping siap ada pekerja tolong tolak trolley sampai ke parking, best tak?

Aku yang memang dah bosan gi C4, Giant and Tesco, rasa seronok lak gi Maiden ni, ada kelainan. Cara display dia lain. Varity pun lain, kira barang yang pelik2 pun boleh jumpa kat situ. Siap ada kaunter minyak attar and so on.

Wet market dia pun aku rasa more fresher than other hyper. Barang murah, hopefully dia tak letak harga murah, for opening week and naikkan after that. Jam dinding dia murah gie, semua dalam RM20, cantik2 lak tu. Stationery section dia memang besar, boleh dapatkan apa ap jer.

Kain baju pun banyak variety, kalau nak shopping raya kat situ pun boleh. Rasanye lepas ni, MyDin ni jadi port terbaru aku kot. Satu je masalah dia, PARKING.

Panjang tul aku memuji MyDin ni, kalau dia quoye blog aku dalam leaflet dia kan best!

Tragic Story

We had fire drill excises today, the Cyberjaya Bomba came and gave briefing. We had then, the fire drill. The alarm rang, everyone took their own sweet time "rescuing" themselves from the fire, locking the drawer, chit chatting all the way to the 'safe' area.

Fireman then start doing the demonstration. Normal stuff, selected ones were asked to distinguish the fire. Everybody clapped once the fire was out, big deal. Then the firemen will ignite the barrel filled with petrol again so that he next person can practice. This cycle continued few time ...... Until............ jeng jeng jeng.............

THE FIREMAN CAUGHT FIRE! Yes! You heard me right. One of the fireman who was trying to ignite the half barrel of petrol suddenly caught fire. And flame were coming from his face (too much after shave?) He start running.. in panic, the crowd ( who thought this was part of demo) was stunned!

But thank goodness, he was ok. Nothing happened. Can see his hair was a bit whitish in color caused it was burned. Later I heard he was a new guy. No wonder.

Later all of us left the open field. Few continued on with the chat they left off, few were standing smoking cigarettes near the petrol filled barrel, chit chatting. Few went back to office to update their blog.

Sekian.

Mungkinkah.........

Link-link kat bawah ni dah jadi routine bagi aku every morning, kekadang baca sampai blog pun tak update, kekadang baca sampai kerja pun tak buat (tgk tu priority, blog dulu, lepas tu baru kerja...heheheh). Aku tengah risau fikir pasal masa depan Malaysia ni.....

1. Mungkinkah Malaysia akan menjadi sebahagain SingaPork satu hari nanti?
2. Mungkinkah kita semu kena migrate ke negara lain sebab kos sara diri semakin naik?
3. Mungkinkah aku tak akan mampu lagi bayar duit rumah and kereta memandangkan kadar BLR and interest rate asyik menaik ni?
4. Mungkinkah harga minyak akan cecah RM3 akhir tahun depan?
   
5. Mungkinkah aku akan menjadi aktivis politik satu hari nanti?
6. Mungkinkah aku bermimpi?
7. Apakah jalan akan jam masa aku balik rumah nanti?
8. Bulan puasa nanti sempat ke aku bukak puasa kat rumah, or kena buka puasa atas jalan?
9. Bila aku nak buat shopping raya ni?

Soalan-soalan ni sering menghantui kepala otak aku akibat pergolakan politik dalam Malaysia ni....

• My KMU
• Malaysia Today
• Agenda Daily
• Cuit Sikit
• Rustam
• Generasi M
• Patriot
• Pro Mahathir
• Bakri Musa

p/s: Jangan pakai Internet Explorer 7 (nak tiru Mozilla konon). Tak guna betul asyik hang jer, baik pakai Mozilla Firefox, lagi stabil!

Let the truth be heard...........

He is just one man. What you so are so paranoid of? It is one ex PM against the whole cabinet.
Let him talk......
Let him be heard if you have nothing to hide.
Show that you are really telus.
For all he has done for our country, at least give him this much.....
To be heard....

no more hocus pocus....

Blogging has it benefits. My entries on my superstition has really opened my eyes. When I actually write it down, I could see the whole perspective and how stupid it is! If there were no blogs, this would have been imprisoned, suppressed inside of me.....now it out in open, it does not look so bad, infact it look rather trivial.

When I think about, it makes me think, why the hell I am being so superstitious all this while? What it got me? Where am I standing now, has anything to do with it?

I feel so stupid. From today onward, I am going to do everything against my superstition. Today onward, I am not going to give a damn.

p/s: Today is 911 5th anniversary, world is at the even worse condition from where it started.....

Entry of a Broadband Jakun.

Streamyx is here, finally. Hard to believe but, yes, it is true. From my experience in dealing with TM services, I was only expecting it to be hmmm let say, maybe after Raya. But it is here, hard to believe.

I am sure I am one of the last to jump onto the Broadband bandwagon. Always wanted to, but there were no necessity for it. Been on dial up all this while whenever connected from home, quite pathetic am I not?

But gone were those days!

I was truly amazed at the speed, it was like, I clicked and voila, the page is opened, and downloading file seems quite fast too, maybe this is due to my fairly new neighborhood, not many connected yet.

But of cause it is not comparable to the 1GB line in office. And form now on , I can work form home If I choose to. Have connected to office through VPN, everything seems super fine.

I have heard endless complaints about Streamyx, I am sure my bubble will be burst sooner or later. Once my bubble is burst, they will be an entry all about my hate towards Streamyx, but for time being, I am all sold for Streamyx!

Tid bits of updates..........

Finally got my phone line installed on 29th August. I had to wait for almost a month. But thanks to me, the whole block phone line is ready now (heheh bangganye)

Right after I got my phone line, TM called me regarding Stremyx installation. Effecient-nya! Tak paham TM ni, most probably, the Streamyx agent is working in commissions, no wonder they speeding things up.

Finally hit the GYM after 1 month. I transferred my membership to FF Subang Jaya. This look smaller than John Hancock, but it has the basic equipment. My body still paining, since it has been long since I've lifted weight.
Funny thing happen there though. I found that my sport shoe was missing after I came back from my shower. Went to complaint at the front desk, they send a staff with me too look for my shoe, and we found it hidden in one of the empty locker. What kinda sick pervert will do that? I heard quite many complaints about things go missing in FF SJ. Need to be carefully. Definitely SHOULD NOT bring my lap top there!

My wife bought me a really cool leather jacket for me to wear in office (its too cold there). I am so happy and I think it look so cool! People been complimenting me in office. I kinda like it too...look macho sikit.

Parents arrived back from Umrah safely. Brought plenty of zam zam. Hopefully their doa dikabulkan this time and me and my wife will be blessed with child. Amin.

Security in numbers?

I was never really part of a big group as log as I can remember. In primary school, I was much of a loaner. Had no best friend. but loved to go to school and teachers loved me. Come to think of it I had pretty lousy childhood. I has only my friend outside school, we use to travel around the neighborhood, exploring every longkang, bushes and other dirty places. But no group! No football or any other group sports.

In Secondary, I had very few, but VERY close friends, which I still keep in touch till today; again I was not part of that big group. But then again, I guess, I was in the that popular group, whether I liked it or not. I was the head prefect for heaven sake ( My wife still cant believe it and always make fun of me, "head prefect apa yg perangai macam ni?" She will say if I tell her the stories of my mischievous self in school)

And in college, I was never part of the popular mainstream guys. I call them 'mainstream' because, they consider they represent the opinion of the whole batch, but in fact they are not. Mainstreams guys are normally popular among girls. Most probably had girlfriend from the 1^st year in colleague, and rather active in all college activity (most probably to impress the gals)

Well again, I belonged to the 'minority'. We had our own weird stuffs to do, we never gave rat's ass about the mainstream guys' activity, and we find it boring. Most of us, didn't have any gf till toward the final year. We were comfortable talking in our own language (nerdy sci-fi talk), live in different world (probably in even in a galaxy far... far.... away).

I never had this longing to belong to a large group of people. I just don't function well when I am in a crowd. I prefer small close knitted group. I never felt that I must belong to a group for security reason. It most probably due to my 'I don't give a damn what you think about me' and "you can judge me all you want, but it doesn't effect me in any way' attitude.

Even after I entered working life, it hadn't changed. I never bothered about that popular bunch at office. I just 'hi and bye' them when I meet them. But eventually, the friendship grows, without being forced. Hi and bye become more sincere.

Ntah le, maybe I am weird. Belonging to a group of people is great achievement for some but not for me. Maybe I am really comfortable on my own skin and had enough self confidence to stand on my own that I don't have the need to be in a large social group to function.

I don't see myself as anti-social, I just need time to let the friendship to grow. I don't force my self into a '"well established ecosystem", I let myself to adapt to the new habitat before becoming part of that ecosystem.

Over and out!

Perkara-perkara yang buat aku konpius pasal rakyat Malaysia.

1. Ex tunang Mawi (apa nama dia? Diana?) akan merakamkan album sempena Aidilfitri. Dah tak cukup artis ke kat Malaysia ni?
2. RTM, Astro tolong pulihkan hubungan Ina-Mawi malam ini. No Komen le, malas dah nak cakap apa2.
3. Aku baca dalam Warta Perdana, para ulama Malaysia meramalkan Dato' K and CT akan melangsungkan malam pertama malam khamis ni, sebab Dato K adalah orang yang kuat agama. Perlukah, kita speculate bende ni semua, walaupun hanya dalam tabloid?
4. Berlambak2 message dari Maxis suruh kita buang duit hantar ucapan tahniah SMS untuk CT! Buat apa? Nak kayakan lagi si Ananda Krishnan tu?
5. Semua hotel dan rumah tumpangan di Lipis penuh ditempah sempena majlis pernikahan CT.

 

Anyway, I am still proud to be Malaysian.

 

Selamat Merdeka to all.......

Entry orang boring takder kerja..........

Burung.

Sejak first day in CyberJaya, aku dah perasan. Memang banyak burung ni kat sini. Ntah kenapa.

Biasanya kalau banyak gagak,maksudnye, kawasan tu kotor, banyak sampah sarap.

Tapi Cyber ni aku tengok bersih jer.....

Tak tau kenapa banyak gagak kat sini.
Pelik tul lah.

Landscape.

Akhirnye aku dah start buat garden depan rumah aku tu. Sebelum masuk kerja Cyber ni aku ada cuti 4 hari.

So aku 'shopping' sakan kat Sungai Buluh, beli pokok bunga.

Konon nak buat Japanese conceptnye garden, ada pokok buluh dan sebagainye, tapi aku rasa bila dah siap nanti, Nampak macam konsep Bali lak.

Lantak le, asalkan cantik.

Jealous gak tengok Jiran aku tu, siap upah Landscapper untuk taman dia, siap dengan fountain, palm trees and so on. Loaded tul mamat tu, siap ada BMW lagi, padahal sebaya aku jer, belajar sesame kat Kolej Mara Banting dulu, camner depa boleh kaya and aku ni biasa2 jer?...... arghhh Alhamdulillah je la ngan apa yang aku ada sekarang ni....Buat tension jer fikir pasal duit ni.....

Kerja Baru.

Dah 3 minggu aku kat sini. Environment kat sini ok. Takder la aku nak komplen sangat. Aku takder team mate kat sini. Aku sorang jer buat backup untuk team ni kat Malaysia. The rest of the team kat US. Kira friendly gak orang2 US ni. Manager aku pun muda gile. Aku rasa lagi muda dari aku. Team mate ada yang dah tua sikit ada yang still muda2. Group email pun takder formal sangat. As long as got the message across, kira ok dah. Takder kena mengarang email panjang2, padahal simple matter jer (nak tunjuk kita ni rajin!) Benci aku baca email berpusing2 ni.

CT

Aku 'tertengok' acara pernikahan masa wife aku tengok rancangan ulangan hari tu. Aku tengok CT and keluarga dia nangis2. Rasa cian lak aku kutuk2 dia selama ni.

Harap dia bahagia ke anak cucu.

TM suck big time!!!!

I am really pissed off with TM (Net, point... what the f*&*ing different?).

I apply for a phone line months ago. Until now, there is no update and there is no follow-up.

 

At first, they said, no physical line from the DB to my house, so they arranged the contractor to come and fix it. And this was done 2 weeks ago. But now every time I called, they are clueless what's going on. They said my house phone line is not captured in the system. The helpdesk girl gave me the contractor phone line for me to follow up? WTF? Isn't that their problem? Why the hell I should liaise with their contractor? Is this how they do work? Why should I waste my hand phone bill calling the contractor, while they the one should follow up and update me the issue!!!!

 

It is unbelievable!!! If this were Maxis I'll be getting excellent customer service, they call, SMS on every update!

 

I am really disappointed with the service! It seems the only changed the physical appearance of the service (new bright orange uniform, building) but service still sucks.

 

Sorry.... I am really pissed off!

 

I am having online training with US next week onward, and just because I have no internet connection at home, I have drive all the way to CyberJaya middle of the night for the training!..... Arghhhhhhhhhhh

Royal Guards......

I am getting rather uncomfortable with the guards in this building. Not because they are so bad or irritating or such.

It is because they are so damn good!

Every morning, when I arrive to office, the guard in the main door at the lobby will open the door for me and say good morning (with smiley face), together with the army salute.

Then to the door to my office in 3^rd floor, same thing happen, I touch the access card to the reader, and they will open the door for me, salute and say good morning.

Ok fine, so far so good.

But, same thing happen whenever I go out of the office floor, to men's room, to lunch, every time they will wish, salute, smile and open the door.

I feel like I am troubling them so much, because I go to men's room too often (I drink a lot of plain water). It is like, man.... Imagine this is just the salute they're giving to me alone; imagine how many people working in this building?!!! Isn't it tiring?

These are non-local guards, all of them from Nepal (the Gurkhas). If it was a local guard, I guess, it would be a fat chance they will lift their finger to open the door or even giving a friendly nod!

P/s: this entry obviously has no motive or moral value we can learn........

They should be dressed like this, Emperor Palpatine's Royal Guard......

Somebody please stop this madness.............

DK, CT and TZ, has become quite a famous acronyms for Malaysians all of sudden. I know, there have been countless blogs entries either condemning the lavish wedding or the one really supporting the wedding.

I, off course, all against this stupid @#*&$# wedding! WTF?

I am too mad to compose a proper sentences and paragraph, so, here in point form.

1. Do they really need to call for a press conference EVERY time new rumors surfaces? Why the being so paranoid, that they want to deny all allegations?

2. Does the press really have to print their news in front-page? Does Malaysian intelligent level hit the rock bottom? There we are, early in the morning with cup of coffee, ready to sit down with newspaper, and there goes, right in the front-page, story about DK and CT, yuck! Spoil my whole day.

3. Does the cabinet really have to discuss this in Dewan Rakyat? Of course the Ministry of Women, Family and Community Development, has a point, why TV3 should telecast the wedding of a man who left his wife and children to marry a younger girl. To of all single mothers out there, whose the husbands left them for younger girl, please do something about this. Is this the example we want to set to our children? And please DO NOT CANCEL ANY OF OUR FAV SHOW JUST FOR THE WEDDING!!!!

4. Please do not bombard us about the every stupid detail of the wedding we DO NOT care. I don't care if you want to be paraded around KLCC in kereta lembu, or in beca or on the back of a camel. Please don't start closing all the main road around KL just for the wedding, there are 'real' people out there who need to beat the rush traffic hour to go to work. Please be considerate.

5. And please, for goodness sake, do not bring out the family argument about the actual amount of hantaran money in the press. It is embarrassing!

6. And I don't understand how some people can boost around saying that everything for the wedding is sponsored? Is that something to be proud of? The rest of us used our hard earned cash form saving for the wedding, it was more meaningful, even if the wedding was not that grand. Ni tak, siap buat statement who sponsored what, siap with the pricing lagi, if it was me, I would be really embarrassed!

7. My last point is, is that necessary to spend RM4m for wedding, just because you have the money (even more than half of it was sponsored) I mean, imagine what kind of charity can be done with RM4m:

· Help the poor
· Give scholarship for poor children
· Donate to orphanage.
· Help people in war strike nations.
· Help develop young entrepreneurs.
· And much more.......

The only acronym that bring smile to my smile lately is PCD, THEY ARE HOT!

Most satisfying haircut

It would be a rare occasion if I could drive home fully satisfied after each hair-cut session. Normally, I would be driving back cursing the barber. He cut too short, not even, didn't cut in the style I asked, too rough and such. Most of them will nod their head at the beginning when I describe the way my hair should be cut, but at the middle of the session, all hell will break loose.

But last night, the hair cut I had was PERFECT! It was just the way I wanted it. My favorite type is the square/box type. Since my hair is stubborn and wavy, there is not much variation can be done. Cutting close like the crew cut work best for me.

Even I have moved to Shah Alam 6 month ago, all this while I was going to the barber in SS3 PJ, the one I've frequenting for the past 4 yrs. This barber shop is ok, but they change the barber so often that you wont get the same haircut every time you go, and they chare between RM9-11. So since I am already a Shah Alam resident, it is time for me to join the S.Alam 'jemaah'.

Last night went to this shop, in Seks U9 (not so sure which section), Pusat Perdagangan Subang Permai, Shah Alam. A small Indian Shop. Nothing fancy, only two cutting chairs. I told him, I want the square cut. He nodded knowingly (I thought, here goes again, another disastrous bad hair day for the entire month of August). I sat down, prepared for the worse. Then he started. He really took his time; he was gentle and knows what he was doing. The end result was totally amazing!!! I loved it. This is the barber I am going to after this. PERIOD!

The cream on top of the cake is he gave this neck massage at the end, that really was relieving and the cherry on top was, it cost only RM8!

Unix

Can't believe that I need to learn UNIX.

UNIX and I mix well like onion and chocolates ice cream (to borrow Simon's quote from American Idol).

In a way I am glad, that finally I could learn something new. But I am already a 'dinosaur' in Windows, a hard core window platform guy.

Even during the interview I have mentioned this, that my knowledge in UNIX is almost non existence, but they said its ok, it can be learned.

 

Since there are mostly using GUI through the reflections X, usage of UNIX command is minimal.

 

How I am feeling? I am quite excited actually, to be able to learn new technology. Hopefully my brain will absorb them up like sponge.

On Superstitious..........

I never confess this to anyone, or even said it out aloud when I am all alone. But I am. I am superstitious. I guess it all started when I was very young, most probably when I was in primary school, Why I become superstitious, I can't answer that, but I can remember the beginning...

 

All my life I have been a worrier, I worry about almost everything, mostly about my school, exam, my extra-curricular activities and mostly my family.

It is very silly though, I don't know who gave me the idea, but I made up a lot of superstitious believes as I grow up. It just I fear if I stop doing it, something bad will happen to me or to people around me.

 

It is sickening, I felt my life was constrained, there were no freedom, I know and felt that I am weird than the rest, but I couldn't help it. When I think back I feel stupid on how silly I have been, but when I think even deeply, I realize that I am still the same person.

 

What kinda superstition you ask? Well, if you think of voodoo doll and animal scarify, you are wrong. It was far less complicated but much more idiotic! Gosh! What kind a miserable childhood I had!

 

Hmm will I ever change? I guess not, one thing I realize is that we really can't change the way we are, maybe we gave the perception to the surrounding people that we have changed so much, but it is mostly on how we carry ourselves and communicate. Deep inside, we are still the same child we were. Did I say 'we', well change it to 'I', this is my personal opinion, I don't this any two people are alike.

 

Again...What kinda superstition you ask? Well it is too silly and embarrassing to write. It is only for me to know and for you to never find out.

Hola form cyberjaya...

Finally I am here, well actually at has been 3 days already, but only now got the time to blog.

Well, I feel renewed, you know when you go to a new place and everything look brand new in a blurry kind a way. People you meet seem so friendly and nice (just because we have not passed any judgment on them yet, vice versa).

Compared to HP, this is much more small and close knitted community. Everybody knows each other. Office environment seemed laid back, no stress on the air (yet?)

Well, I would say, I am happy here, at this moment, but again, it is always too early to say.

The team I am joining is new, so I am the only one in the team. I am reporting to a manager in The US of A. He called me just now and had a long conversation with him. He seems very friendly and sound so young. He said not to worry, he asked to shadow my colleagues in US for few months before I can handle the cases on my own.. Few months? Well thank goodness, at least I have the time to catch up on my technical stuffs. Since been ATL in HP, my technical know how has rather been rusty.

On other note, not having to be crushed into the Komuter is big relief. And after almost 2 years, the car is MINE again! Ha ha, I am so happy.

I am also happy that they providing me with my own notebook! This mean that I don't have to buy a PC on my own.

Ok, will update more later on!

Next entry: something to do with bakery! Watch out!

My Last entry in HP...

Today is the day, my last day in HP.
Colleagues throw a farewell party for me and another guys who is leaving yesterday after work. Just ordered pizza, nothing formal. When my time to give speech, I felt overwhelmed, rasa sebak, felt sad, but life goes on...
Gave speech about normal stuffs, since those who attended are new guys, just informed them about how they can develop themselves here and a bit of my experience here, what I have learnt and bla bla...

Not sure when my next entry would be, will I be too occupied with work till no time to blog and YM? or I'll b hanging on YM all the time? Hope there is a middle ground.

LOST.
Watched the season 2 finale last nite, those LOST writers are really mentally sick twisted freaks............ and genius!!! It just amazing how the interconnect one event to another and how is everyone in the island is connected to one another before they crashed! Can't wait for season 3!!!

GYM.
Froze my membership for a month and transferred the membership from Manulife to Subang Jaya. It is nearest to home. About they are charging RM95 for admin for that!!! WTF?
I had no choice. Paid the damn money at the end.

How is life after this going to be? I am nervous.... but excited as well, new place, new environment, maybe my life would not be that boring after all, or at least for a while....

I am out of here!

Celebrity Sightings (part ii)

It is official, when it comes to celebrities, I become a Jakun! (Part I here)

It seems that, Sarimah (a VJ) studying in Help Institutes and regularly frequents the San Francisco Cafe in HP Towers.

I seldom eat there, my first time wan on my first day in HP (because I didn't realize that there is stall at the back), second time was during fasting month, I didn't realize the time was up for buka puasa, and third time is for the farewell lunch thrown by my team lead, Edward joined by Christina.


Well, back to story, we were enjoying our lunch and suddenly Sarimah entered. I got excited, my facial expression changed, I tried to control my facial muscle, but unsuccessful. It showed, that I am a jakun when it comes to seeing celebrities in real life.

Throughout the lunch I can keep my eyes of Sarimah.... Why? is she that pretty? no so...... just so so only. But just for the one reason, that she is a celebrity! (she is not that famous anyway).

Then I heard something really interesting from Christina. During HP annual dinner, Sarimah was there (no idea who invited her) and the funny thing was, she was handing out her business card for and promoting her as "certified English language teacher" !!!! I can't believe it!
Showbiz in Malaysia must be getting really slow, VJs are starting to give out English Tuition.

Sarimah wedding picture: Moga bahagia ke anak cucu....

Personal Note: Must stop acting like a Jakun in next celebrity sightings.

Apply Phone Line.

Punye le excited last friday, sebab nak apply phone line. Since my new company requires me to have Streamyx connection (which they will pay.......bestnye!), I kena la apply fixed line dulu.

So, I took half day, (ingat TM tutup on Sats), gi sana fill up the forms and all (kejap jer, effiecience gak TM ni) aku pun gi la ke counter.

Awek kat counter check punye check....lama aku tunggu, then dia cakap, maaf encik, rumah encik tak masuk line lagi, rumah numbor ganjil, belom masuk, rumah nombor genap jer masuk line dah....

Pelik kan, awek tu pun pelik, dia bagi reference number, so that I can follow up.

Macam2 le...........

Lagi pasal kerja baru............

Dalam aku sibuk-sibuk dengan kerja baru, Alhamulillah, bini aku pun dapat kerja baru gak,
di sebuah syarikat pengeluaran kereta nasional yang terletak di Shah Alam (macam le susah sgt nak teka).

Anyway, aku rasa happy sangat sebab dia rasa happy sangat, lagi pun dah lama sangat dia nak tukar kerja, jerja sekarang ni sejak fresh grad sampai sekarang, almost 6 tahun, tapi gaji camtu jer, benefit tak seberapa and tak pernah merasa bonus, memang frust le.

But now, hopefully she will happy to go to work, but knowing my wife, she start worrying about the new job, what if this, what if that?
Once she is is she would be ok I guess.

Hmm most probably, both of us akan ke kerja baru next month around same time. Have reschedule everything; travel arrangment; makan arrangment; and ntah apa-apa lagi hidden issues that will arise.

Cyberjaya..... here I come!

Alhamdulillah, at last I got the offer letter I have been waiting for. Eventhough I didn't get the salary I asked for, but considering other benefits offered, I think this new company, has a good plan/package for the employees.

My team lead was shocked and sad when I break him the news. But he said, he respect my decision, as I need to think of my life, family and future.

This is the most difficult career choice I have made so far. When I resign form the previous job, I was overjoyed, cause I HATED it there.
Now is different story altogether. I really like it here, and I was just promoted last month to assistant Team Lead. I am really comfortable here (am in comfort zone now, more reason to leave?)
Very sad to leave, really, I meant what I wrote in the resignation I tendered (even it was a template I downloaded from net).

The job I am going to is really technical, I am going as DTS (deep technical support) as Netbackup Administrator, my job scope is really getting deeeepppppp.

In old company, I did EVERYTHING, yes including the dreaded setting up projector (to Gud Guy), here, I am more specialized, in Windows/Exchange/Backup Administration.
New company, I am specializing in Backup alone. Look like I am heading somewhere, though backup is not my cup of cake, but people force me to eat it, I will, gladly.

So, I can only Tawakal that I am choosing the right path. It is a whole new environment. Hope I can adjust my self there and I am hoping that there is a career growth there.

I have to do this to stabilize my financial, I have not much choice.

I asked a friend of mine, would you leave the current position (as lead) and accept new offer with more pay, but just an normal engineer?
He said most probably not, MONEY IS NOT EVERYTHING.

It is funny, If you asked a guy with money, he will say money isn't everything, and if you ask a guy struggling in life financially, he will say, MONEY IS EVERYTHING.
I guess this varies on which side of the line we are standing.

I just don't wanna think about this stuffs anymore, I am just doing what I think right at this moment of my life, for me and my family, the rest I leave to God.

My Resignation

At long last.
_____________________________________________
From: Guzz
Sent: Friday, July 07, 2006 5:25 PM
To: xxx, xxx
Cc: xxx, xxx; xxx, xxx
Subject: My Resignation

7th July 2006



Dear xxx, xxx,

Please accept this letter as my formal notice of resignation from XXX, effective 6th August 2006.
This wasn't an easy decision, because I am grateful for the rewarding employment I've had with xxx.
The associations I've made during my employment here will truly be memorable for years to come.
Thank you very much for the opportunity to work here.

I wish you and XXX continued success.


Sincerely,
Guzz
KL T2 Trade

Cc:
xxx, xxx
xxx, xxx

GYM Comparison.....

While I was waiting for my wife to fetch me from Komuter SJ, I tool a walk to Subang Parade.

Hmmmm Celebrity Fitness?!!!! Should I?

I entered and talk to the consultant. He showed me around and explain what kinda packages they offer. Interesting..... cheaper than Fitness First. And their equipment are all new and look sophisticated. The membership consultant gave me 2 week free trial! Wow! So last Sat Morning I went for my first workout there and below are my findings (and comparison to FF)


PROs
1. The feature I like the most is they provide Towel service to all type of memberships, unlike FF!
2. All the equipment are facing the mirror, so we can watch our form while working out.
3. The free weight area is big! And they have plenty of benches.
4. They have 4 Smith Machine and all of them facing the mirror.
5. There is more weight variety in the dumbbell. And it is in the increment of 2.5 lb, unlike in FF which is in increment of 5.0lb. The dumbbell are the latest type, compact, so easier to lift.
6. There is a DJ in the house, so that the environment feel a bit lively, compared to FF which just play random songs.
7. The locker room is big, with many mirror and many hair dryer. There is guard on duty inside the locker room to guard our belongings.
8. The juice bar provide protein shakes! (off course not free la, have to pay)
9. They have many type of membership, the cheapest is RM77 per month. It is 24 month contract, you pay the lump sum of the 2 year fee in the 1st year, and you got 4 year membership (2 year free+2 year paid)
10. The trainers there look friendly. (too soon to judge)
11. Parking is free (if you park in Carrefour)
12. After training, can jalan-jalan and makan-makan in Subang Parade.

CONs

1. They don't provide free flow soft drink like in FF.
2. They don't provide plastics bags to put the wet clothes.
3. The locker don't have automated lock as in FF , we need to bring our own padlock.

So I guess, most probably I will join Celebrity Fitness and cancel with FF.
Anyway nanti dah tukar kerja, CF seems nearer to me.

P/s: been wondering, Am I a workout freak? But my body doesn't reflect that, am I just wasting my time?

I have decided...

If i stay here, I can brush up my management skills, and do not have to do technical stuffs, but the pay is low(er).
If I take the new offer, I will really go deep into technical (really specified) and the pay is higher.

The question:
Which one is important to me now?
Obviously, money!
If I am financially stable, I wont even bother applying to other places, but I really need to improve my financial.
I have no choice.
There is always doubt in me, whether I am making the right decisions.
What do you think guys, I badly need feedback in this!

Here I am again............

Here I am again, at the junction, I need to make a decision now. Which path to follow?

Hard decision, I think I am going crazy now.

Financially, I am a mess. I need to move on with my career.

Sometime I feel suffocated.

What if I took the wrong turn?

This is the moment where a simple phone call will change my life definitely....

Question is: for better or worse?

Great Expectations..........

A lot going through my mind. A lot of 'what if' questions. And then I'll start fantasizing that 'if' I have done that my life would have been like this or 'if' I can have this I could do that, and so on.

Sometimes I fantasize so detailed, that I actually felt the satisfaction of living that fantasy life. In the fact that I have an abundant time to do so doesn't help me with my problem.

Am I 'Mat Jenin', who lost out opportunity in life, while dreaming of the future that might or might not materialize?


Where is the 'big break' that everybody's talking about?

Ntah le.. Tension....

Yet another year...........

Yesterday was my birthday, yes.... but I don't try make make big fuss about it after I hit my 30s..... It is scary you know, to be in 30s, I don't know why, I am just feeling like there a lot more to accomplished in life and I am already in 30s.. sigh.... anyway, this entry is not about me pondering about meaning of life or my achievement in life (or lack of it), its about what my wife did for my birthday.

We agreed that, there would be no gift for my birthday this year since, my wife have partially chipped in for my new handphone. So nothing was planned, at most she said we go makan at Big Plate. OK la, fair enough, since I did nothing for my wife birthday this year cos we were busy moving to the new house that time.

She fetched me from work as usual yesterday, she said once reaching the house, go straight up to the room and get ready, we are going to Big Plate and DO NOT come down until I call you. So I just set in the room, prayed, dressed up nicely since we were going out and all. At about 745, my wife came up, she also got dressed, and then she blind folded me!!!! (How kinky.... keh keh keh)

She guided me down and sit me on the dinner table and untie my blindfold, And there in front of me was this....

this....

and this...........

A complete course of candle lite dinner! How romantic!

Lamb Chop

Coleslaw

Mashed Potato

Veggies

Sparkling Grape Juice

and Nachos as appetizer....

I was puzzled how she managed to cook all this in half an hour time?!!!!

Then my wife confessed that, she took half day yesterday, cooked and fetch me from work as usual......

I was speechless, this was the best surprised I had for my birthday ever...

Thanks so much dear, I really enjoyed the dinner!!!!

Thank you......Thank you......Thank you !!!!!!!!!

Syukur...........

Tak tau kenapa, kalau aku tengok orang tengah makan, especially, orang-orang kita ni tengah makan nasi, hati aku rasa sayu, rasa kesihan, rasa macam nak tengok jer orang tu makan sampai habis.

Kita rush2 bangun pagi, stuck in jam, sampai ke ofis tergopoh gapah, kena marah ngan boss, tension kerja, kekadang stress kerja bawak balik ke rumah sampai laki bini gaduh, habis tu rasa risau, kecewa sebab tak dapat promotion, jadi mangsa politik ofis (or join-in in gossipping) - Semua bende ni kita terpkasa buat untuk......... dapatkan sesuap nasi yang kita makan tu la.

So, from now on, masa makan, aku x nak rush-rush, duduk elok-elok, makan sepuasnye, susah payah kita kalau makan pun tak sempat apa guna kita kerja?

Its just Amazing isn't it?

Even we have lost hope and think that we messed our with oh life, big time!
and even when we think there is no more hope and that impossible life will take a turn to favor us,
and even when we think all the world has gone mad and people around us hate us,
and even when we think nothing left to fight for...

Our parents still sees us as they say us the day we were born, for them we are they baby, they shower us with endless love.....
They gave the simplest advice on most complicated problem in our life and IT MAKES SENSE, and IT IS THE PERFECT SOLUTION.

It is just amazing, maybe because I am not yet a dad, I am unable to imagine the love of a parents for their child, but seeing the love my parents give to all their children, I think there no love in the world greater than this.................

The problem is..............

The problem with me is, I wait for the instruction. I wait and I wait.

No... I am not lazy nor that I lack initiative, in fact I am dying to act on my instinct and logic, there is just too many things in my head that I want to execute, but I wait.

Once, I did that, I acted on my logic and instinct and took matters in my own hand. And what I got in the return? my ex-boss (read bitch) called me that I am 'big headed' and taking her job as the boss, bla bla bla.

I have to find a middle ground.

Celebrity Sighting

I was surprised to see Shamser Sidhu in Bukit Damansara Mosque last Friday.

For those who have no idea who he is, he is the Host for the Fear Factor Malaysia and also main person in Celcom adverts on TV and billboards.

Why I was Surprised?

Well, hmmmm first of all I wasn't sure he was a muslim, of course with name like that he probably a muslim, but then again he might no be one....
I was reading the Men's Health Magazine (baca free kat kedai) there is some comments he made about his lifestyle that made me belief that he wasn't a muslim.

Well, I was sitting at the back (my spot!) in the mosque, and suddenly he walked passed me, we went 2-3 shaf infront of me and start Solat Sunat!

I told my wife (she is a big fan of him) this and she said, "tak sangka pulak Shamser Sidhu tu praying type, tu la lain kali jangan buruk sangka kat orang!"

Anyway it was my mistake to be prejudice about others, jahat sungguh aku ni, macam le aku ni alim sangat!

Anyway, back to the Men's Health interview, this guy do have a good bod, guess need to fine tune my workouts to get body like his in ........... hmmm let say 2-3 months?!!!!!

Impossible? One will never know.